1 year ago on 20 April 2011 @ 8:41pm + 436 notes
via padackins (originally bachelorjohnwatson)
# i had a dream last night where for some reason i was constantly around jared and jensen and me and jared were ~vibing~ and then he was playing baseball - lol wut i don't even know how baseball works - and i was like looking at him and beaming with love and happiness and then we went on a date or something but after dinner he went all strange and then rushed home so then when i saw him and jensen the nest day i was like jared can i talk to you please and he was liek sure with this look in his eyes like i know what's coming and i'm sorry so then i was like what's up and he went into this gentle 'there are three people i love in this world. the first is my wife. she is perfect and beautiful and amazing and i love her.' and i was like yeah i get that she is pretty awesome and he continued 'the second is jensen' and in my head i was like oh my god but i just smiled and then he looked really shy and said 'and now i think the third is you' and my heart like exploded with happiness and i asked him why he'd freaked and he said that him and gen had a tuesday nigth tradition or something idk and it was the first time he'd not been there for it and it was because he was with me and he got scared of his own feelings and i was like sure i get that and then he was like 'so you realise this can never work' and i nodded and he said he loved me and left and i just sat there wanting to cry because i was so happy someone loved me and so frustrated that it wouldn't work but then also at the same time enjoying that unrequited feeling because i am an emotional masochist and then i woke up
# okay that came out a lot more crazy than i had expected
# the more you know

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